Crystals
by Ed Ruzicka
When I had just passed
from plastic trainer-pants
to big boy tighty-whities
I got left alone. I turned a knob,
made my way across porch boards.
Two-feet-per-step, I clutched
the bottom of an iron rail tight,
edged down a paint-chipped staircase.
Mom was probably in the kitchen
turning pork chops into shoe leather
so none of us would succumb to trichinosis.
It was during one of those magic shows
November puts on when light snow
whisks along evergreen branches, settles,
or swirls off in the breath of dusk.
Mary was already away at Creighton U.
Dick and Jerry would have been out
with friends till the moon got tired of them.
Clare was probably on her bed
performing the sacred art she mastered
young, and still practices,
the art of turning pages.
I let myself out into mingle and flurry,
the soft iteration of flakes.
I found a small cove underneath a row
of hydrangea bushes, put my back
against house boards and watched
crystals, whirl and flutter, find spots
along the dried, brown crenelations
of Hydrangea flowers that had
been pink four months before.
Mom found me sleeping a sleep profound.
Cold to the touch, flakes freckled my skin.
Mom scooped me up, raced me to a hospital
where I had to go under an oxygen tent for days
though the good doctors of Geneva General Hospital
proved unable to cure a clinical addiction
to seeking wonder any way I can.
Image by Fotofix.
ABOUT THE AUTHOR: Ed Ruzicka’s most recent book of poems, My Life in Cars, was released a year ago. Ed’s poems have appeared in the Atlanta Review, Rattle, Canary, the Xavier Review and the San Pedro River Review, as well as many other literary journals and anthologies. A finalist for the Dana Award and the New Millennium Award, Ed is an Occupational Therapist in Baton Rouge, Louisiana, where he lives with wife, Renee.