Dusting the Mountains
by Polly Brown
Up on a stool where she probably
shouldn’t have stood, my mother tacked
two plastic maps to the wall: pale green
rectangles of molded relief. Carefully
she matched terrain along the seam,
creating this span from Portsmouth,
near the lower edge, to Kingfield
toward the top—mountains a bumpy
rubble strewn north to south.
Her great-grandchildren stand here
sometimes, to read like Braille this model
of her world, their fingers following
the Sandy River as it threads between hills,
or discovering how only a corner
of ocean in the south feels flat. (I myself
have climbed Mt. Washington,
several different routes, and flown
with hawks, peak to peak.)
Today, before a family visit, I apply
the tender cloud of her lambswool duster
to the mountains. I hold in mind
a recent image of Mt. Blue—that lavender
sweep of shoulder, trees bare—
and thank once more the ghost who gave us
this wrinkled place to love,
who chose, all her life, when she could,
a long, wide view.
IMAGE: Maine raised relief map by Hubbard Scientific, available at Mapshop.com.
NOTE FROM THE AUTHOR: After many years elsewhere, my husband and I now live in a place that was my mother’s and before that my grandmother’s, across the river from my father’s family’s dairy farm. Layers and layers of memory, along with new understanding of the weather, landscape, risks and changes in this place. My mother—a map-collector, kite-maker, genealogist, naturalist, poet, librarian, and legendarily kind person—still shows up everywhere, often in action, and that’s mostly wonderful and always clarifying.
PHOTO: The author and her mother at the Green Hill Senior Living, West Orange, New Jersey. Photo by Alex Brown (May 2017).
ABOUT THE AUTHOR: Polly Brown took her first two years of retirement to write a blog about what she’d learned from teaching young adolescents, at ayeartothinkitover.com. Now she’s resettled an old family farm in western Maine, where she’s raising poems and a few green beans. Pebble Leaf Feather Knife, from Cherry Grove Collections in 2019, followed two chapbooks, Blue Heron Stone, from Every Other Thursday Poetry, and Each Thing Torn from Any of Us, from Finishing Line. Recent poems have appeared in Appalachia, Hole in the Head Review, Poetry East, and Quartet Journal, among others. Visit her at pollybrownpoet.blogspot.com.
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