
INLAND
by Susan Baller-Shepard
I will go over land and tell of it.
I will traverse it until I know it right well.
Ribs in my chest become rippled snowdrifts in the field,
bones a plaster ceiling rippling to the edge, in the house
on the farm in a flat place, bones, my home here,
this land the bones I rest on, this land I know like bones,
know from the inside out, it’s how I knew your face.
I walk the prairie where the sun sits Indian style,
a pregnant woman sitting stretching out wide, nothing to stop her,
the prairie stretches out all ways, by silo and barn, field and track.
Should you speak of her, and shun her flatness, tell too of the green
of the corn, the light which moves and shimmers the green, until it has a life
of its own inside your life; lighting you up there. Or talk fog settling in,
lying down, hiding distances, visibility just what you can see in front of your own
face, then lifts and is off by nine. Or the blackness of the soil, when plant shoots
break it again, awaken again, to light of longer days.
Fires raged here, ate it all up. Time and time again it grew back,
green, though only Burr oaks survived, knobby, thick, fierce
against the blaze. I will speak of the woman in the blue dress talking
by the arc of gold corn shooting out of the red combine. I whizzed by her
in the field, in my car on the highway, acre upon acre of flatness harvested.
Tell me again how you wish you had a piece of land? A hectare? An acre?
Tell me how undone you feel without it? How you wish you had space
and time to know it, how you’d become a farmer, how you’d feed someone
you’d never met, someplace you’d never been before. Land’ll do that to you.
Make you better, for just knowing it.
IMAGE: “Illinois Cornfield” by Frank Romeo. Prints available at fineartamerica.com.

NOTE FROM THE AUTHOR: I am the granddaughter and niece of Illinois farmers. I remember once a woman told me Illinois was the ugliest state she had ever driven through. I told her, “You’ve gotta have the eyes to see its beauty,” but she remained unconvinced. I traveled once to the interior of Brazil, near the Sertão. The soil there looked like lunar soil, it was so depleted from years of drought. When our Brazilian friends arrived here, they could not believe the richness of the soil. I never looked at the dirt in Illinois the same again. Plus, the autumn sunsets? They are something to behold, unobstructed, vibrant, amazing.
PHOTOGRAPH: “Buck in Backyard” by Susan Baller-Shepard.

ABOUT THE AUTHOR: A graduate of the undergraduate Writer’s Workshop at the University of Iowa, the award-winning writing and poetry by Susan Baller-Shepard has appeared in the Chicago Tribune, the Washington Post “On Faith,” Spirituality & Health, Writer’s Digest, Outrider Press Black and White series, and other publications. She writes for the Huffington Post, edits SpiritualBookClub.com, and her poetry can be heard on WGLT’s Poetry Radio. In a warm kitchen, with the scent of baking bread, Susan’s grandmother Mabel Lake Baller recited poetry, illustrating words could be food, filling what was hungry.