Billy Boyer glued pennies to the cafeteria floor
so the retarded janitor would kneel down
and try to pick them up. Billy Boyer
wasn’t really a bad kid. He was the devil.
Billy Boyer was king of our corner
cafeteria table, a squirrely lot of boys
sweating sex and doubt tempered only
by the bliss of rock ‘n’ roll radio.
One snowless winter day, “I Want To Hold Your
Hand” came out, B-side “I Saw Her Standing
There.” The single was the talk of the school.
Billy Boyer preferred the A-side.
It seemed prudent to agree but even
junior-high terror has its boundaries
and no fear could spur me to deny the sublime.
“And the way she looked was way beyond compare.”
“I like ‘I Saw Her Standing There’ better,”
I said. My heart went boom, my child’s face flamed.
“No shit,” said Billy Boyer, calling me a name I’d
never heard before (but would again). “You’re a faggot.”
PHOTO: School picture of 12-year-old Alec taken in 1964.
ABOUT THE AUTHOR:
Alec Solomita has published fiction and poetry in Eclectica, The Adirondack Review, The Mississippi Review, Southwest Review, and elsewhere. Most recently, his work has appeared in Turk’s Head Review, MadHatLit, Truck, 3ElementsReview, and Atomic. Several of his poems will be published in the forthcoming Fulcrum: An International Anthology of Poetry and Aesthetics. He lives in the densely populated city of Somerville in the great Commonwealth of Massachusetts.